At last! ...

... I am posting an entry in my dear brownie land...

anyway here is just a little post on some little thoughts n little stuff... :)

Firstly, I thank God for being so amazing to have touched my mother's heart.. I always have this faith in Him but I didn't go to church regularly. Mostly I put the reason as "nobody goes with me.." Which is something quite true and current in many Christians' lives today.. Anyway, I am glad and blessed that God has called upon my mum through a community church service. We have since removed the idols that dwelled in our home.. My mum and I feel a complete peace now that we are clear of our new faith.. I can say that mum is being happier, learning to be more patient and less temperament.. Everything takes a small step to get better. So I believe, with our prayers, we can have a happier family in Jesus' name, because God loves us and all of you.. :)

Next, I wana thank my boyfriend for putting up with my tempers for the past 6 months. Often, he knows it's PMS.. in fact he knows me quite well despite that we are together for only this long.. He will tell me he loves me everyday, and will pamper me to sleep before he goes home from my place.. Just this past 1 mth, some people started to tell me "Your boyfriend is sweet because he is still studying, so he has all the time and energy for you.. But when he starts to work, then you will see the real him..." It is quite disappointing to hear these but it isn't invalid.. When I didn't work on my faith in him, I started to doubt him. I began to question how long I need to wait for him and if he will still be the same 2 years, 5 years, 10 years, 20 years later.... But I love him very much.. I cannot believe how much I love this guy and how much sweetness and happiness he has brought me.. And yet I can still doubt him........... :( So now I ask of God to give me the strength to have faith in my dearest boyfriend... I want to know that he is the one. I hope God answers my prayers one day, soon.....

Finally, all the bits and pieces in life, hatred, dislikes, complaints, whines, rants, gossips.... These are all little things that make you unhappy. Which, many times I choose and want to forget.. Because we need to set free of all these, to become a happier person. What is the point of complaining behind people's back and yet not tell it to them..? So I choose not to talk about unhappy things. I realised my many mistakes and pray for forgiveness.. Even to gossip and complain, is a mistake and wrong.. I only hope for peace now... :)

* Btw many of u may ask "how come Fiona suddenly so holy?".. well I am not displaying holy.. I am just thanking God for being good to us. Because He loves us first.. :) Peace be with u..!! :)