My boyfriend.. (caution: long entry)

i think im the happiest girl in the world now.. pls do not get upset with me if u dun like what u read below bcos u got a heartbreak or something like that... im just in love because i am finally in love with the right guy and i am with him.. i still recall how i was always unhappy in my past serious relationships, and how i always get disappointed with the other numerous no. of jerks i used to date.. and when i really liked someone or 2, their minds are only about their ex-es.. so i guess it really wasn't my time to have great love and a great guy before now.

Finally i meet DX/Gary/Little Tiger on a rather normal day because i deemed that day the same as any other day i would meet any new jerks. But sorry he wasn't a jerk to start with. People always ask how we meet. We will tell everyone that we met through a friend. We could be lying. But that's because we just wana keep it our little secret, maybe forever.. I hope he doesn't mind seeing me writing that we are actually lying about the "friend" thing... but anyway we still met. And I met him for the 1st time on my birthday. Before that we were just chatting on the phone & MSN and exchanging loads of sms-es over a period of 10 days. Yes so we got to know each other on 1 Sept 09.

So when my birthday came, he celebrated it for me, treated me to a nice dinner at Din Tai Fung, then we shared an ice lemon tea at MacDonalds, where he gave me my birthday present. It was a little handmade charm with blue crystals representing my birthstone sapphire, alphabet blocks that combine as my name, a little cat charm, a heart-shaped padlock and a key. It was so obvious what that present meant. he wanted me to be able to open my heart to him.. so he hopes that he can use the key to open my heart one day... isn't he so sweet...? :p

He then treated me to our 1st movie together, Bruno. While watching the gay show, from the corner of my eyes i could actually see and feel that he's been looking at me whenever i laugh.. But i always pretend i didnt notice anything. haha.. Then he sent me home that nite, but we decided to sit at a little bench at my plc downstairs. That corner was open-air and we could look up to the sparsely distributed stars in the nite sky.. We chatted for about an hour.. and i could feel closer to him.. Actually i was really nervous just before i met him face-to-face.. because i had a good feeling and impression of him during the past 10 days of friendship and i really prayed that he will not disappoint me. Yet somehow i was still paranoid about whether is he a jerk who is just the same as every other guy i met before. Very soon by the end of my birthday, i found out i am lucky. He is not a jerk, totally and absolutely not..

We had a 2nd date on the saturday that same week. he already "booked" me on my birthday and this date... we went out for lunch and he accompanied me to run some errands at orchard.. i enjoyed his company and could feel that he is really sincere as he remembers things i said before... even sometimes i dun remember them myself.. He even accompanied me watch a boring movie just to kill time before i meet frenz4 for my bday celeb.

And very soon, we found ourselves talking on the phone every single nite and he would hint me about some special things the next time we meet.. He already has a certain date in mind, and i knew what he is going to do that day.. but before that day came, he did ask me where we are now.. he said he needs to know so that he can adjust to my pace.. i said there will be like 2 options.. Can Wait and Cannot Wait.. haha... Somehow on 16 Sept 09, i told him i cannot wait anymore... because i found myself liking him more n more and i really wana give this guy a try... When i smsed him about it, he then called me immediately... he was really shy but still he asked me as a formality, "Will you be my girlfriend?" heee... it was quite express but still i think he is the only guy who has ever made an effort to "woo" me.

So he asked me out on 20th Sept.. he told me he will make our 1st kiss a special one... when that day came, i was looking forward to it but was very nervous... it was the 1st time im so nervous about a kiss. he really made it very memorable.. he brought me out to movie again and then we headed to east coast park for dinner/supper. After that we made our way to a bridge where he asked me to close my eyes and he laid this on the ground... hand-plucked fresh rose petals and a paper heart that combines and reads "I ♥ U"...

He then tell me that he had wanted to do this for me and ask me to be his girlfriend on the spot... he even wrote me a poem and pasted on a heart he cut out... n i recalled him asking me my fave colors... i said pink and black! and the paper heart has these 2 colors! Just the same as him asking me what's my fave animal and i said cat... and that his bday present for him has a little cat charm on it~ He really is that sincere and trust me i have never met a guy as sincere to me as he does before....

And talking about asking me to be gf.. he said but i told him i couldnt wait on 16 sept.. so he asked me earlier.. but he knew that he still had to do this no matter what... even though we are together already... so his sweetness just melts me totally... Finally came the moment of the 1st kiss... i was really nervous... he said he wanted me to remember all the things i have done with him... even though it's just a kiss, he wanted me to have a sweet memory of it... I was very happy and felt lucky to have such a romantic and sincere guy as my bf...

And so we spent 4 months and counting together.

Every weekend with him is a great one.. never have i been with someone making me feel so loved, treasured and happy with before... he laughs at my craziness n weird actions... he makes me laugh at his ultimate laughters and "sometimes-attention-seeking-pity-me" faces... i can be myself and do anything in front of him and he doesnt feel any disgusted at all... and i gain 3kg in just 4 months because of his lovingness and our happiness for great and yummy meals together... even though i tell him my world-shocking weight.. he tells me it's ok... just make sure im healthy and dun fall sick... We enjoy all our time together even after 4 months.. our honeymoon nv ends and we are loving each other more n more everyday... we eat, slack, watch movies, study, sleep, club, shop, sing, lovelove, enjoy doing nothing together... and we are still loving it..

he calls me every nite making sure he tells me he loves me before both of us sleep.. sometimes he will stay up late listening to my woes and whines.. even though he has to wake up much earlier than me the next day for school... he sends me home each time we are out.. he doesnt drive, so he will take a feeder bus from my plc to amk central and trf to another bus to Pasir Ris. From Pasir Ris interchg, he will take another feeder bus home. He has been doing this all the time we meet. If i am at his plc on weekend, he will send me home by bus if we are not in a hurry and he will go home by bus again.. I no longer want a guy who drives even though it will be so convenient. I want a guy who loves me and makes things right for me...

and did i mention that he is 2 yrs younger than me? i was a lil skeptical about dating younger guys before i got together with him.. cos i was always thinking about how a guy should be stable in his career and financially... should drive a car.. and be older cos he will have more experience in life.. Yet he is currently a full time student and will only graduate in another 2.5yrs time.. But bcos having met him, i realised that i just didnt care about these anymore. Recently i saw a friend's MSN nick as "It is the IN thing to date younger guys" haha... that's really funny... but i guess my relationship with him has got nothing to do with this trend at all... :p

Okay, here are pics of our weekend date at Ice Cold Beer and then to Dbl O.. where i bumped into Joanne and Kimberly at the club :p

zoom up this pic.. im loving it to the max...im so DX-ed.. :p

Somehow, i believe that if he were to ask me to marry him, i will :)